Letting It Go....

Letting go something or someone you love the most is very very hard..

Yup!!

Yes!!

You guess it right!!

I let someone go.. Sigh!!!
Its been so sad and angry at myself for the pass one week just to think about wat to do is best..

Will guess shes not the right Prince I guess..
Its always not the right one..

How i really hope something or someone I love would understand how I feel..

Sighh... dunno what to say.. but just gotto live life on and persue my dreams..

The Greatest Distance Divides Us,
Not Because You Are Oblivious To My Love,
When I Stand In Front Of You;

But Because We Love Each Other,
Knowing Fate Will Forever Keep Us Apart.. - Tomz-

-PeAcE

-Life Goes On-

SAD

I'M VERY SAD.

29th July 2008

I've lost 2 phones.. But got my 017 back!!

Sigh......

30th July 2008

The one I love told me to stop loving,
Shot me with hurting words,
And I've A Broken Heart!!

31th July 2008
-2:33AM

Posting this Feelings out..


Sad,
A great smile that have just ended by a drop of sad potion..

Tears,
Just like a small river running down a big waterfall..

Tired,
No matter who I love, is still the same..

Heart Broken,
Just like a very sharp knife that slice through a peach..

Scared,
Afraid to drop in to the same hole again..

Finally,

Numb,
Just like a heartless man moving on with out emotion......

-PeAcE

-Life Goes On-

Love

Hmm.. Today is a very thoughtful day.

Love Love Love and Love..

Today just when out with Prince, was really happy.. Long story short, I'm now facing my com. and think,

LOVE,
Is an important factor in physical and emotional intimate relationships. Though the term is notoriously difficult to define, any thoughtful inquiry into the subject will show it to be qualitatively, not only quantitatively, different than liking, and the difference is not merely in the presence or absence of sexual attraction

According to one analysis, love in relationships is divided into two types: passionate and companionate. Passionate love is intense longing, and is often accompanied by physiological arousal (shortness of breath, rapid heart rate).

Companionate Love is affection and a feeling of intimacy and is not necessarily accompanied by physiological arousal.

People that are in an intimate relationship with one another are often called a couple, especially if the members of that couple have ascribed some degree of permanency to their relationship.

Such couples often provide the emotional security that is necessary for them to accomplish other tasks, particularly forms of labor/work.

My good friend once told me "Maybe you're facing with some right now. All I want to say is everyone has his or her problems, We're just human beings,
not everything is perfect."

So i shut my mind and stop thinking...

and sigh.. Maybe is not the right this to love.. I just over analise stuff too much.

Well.. that all i feel like sharing.. Good day..

**Couple That Work Together, Lurk Together**

-PeAcE

-Life (Sigh) HAS To Go On-

Love

Love represents a range of human emotion and experiences related to the senses of affection and sexual attraction The word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from generic plesure to intense interpersonal attraction. This diversity of meanings, combined with the complexity of the feelings involved, makes love unusually difficult to consistently define, even compared to other emotional states.

As an abstract concept love usually refers to a strong, ineffable feeling towards another person. Even this limited conception of love, however, encompasses a wealth of different feelings, from the passionate desire and intimacy of romatic love to the nonsexual. Love in its various forms acts as a major facilitator of interpersonal relationship and, owing to its central psychological importance, is one of the most common themes in the Creative Arts.

-PeAcE

MiX FeElInGs!

= / = \

Hmmm...

Mix Feelings..

Dunno why..

Love to think alot but as well hate it..

Just too much on my mind..

Well.. I'm sry Prince, just remember tat I won't give up so easily.. I'm a man to my words..

SIGH!!!

So Tired..

Today when to eat crab.. Haha.. That's right after training.. Hmm.. Tired Tired Tired.. Miss u Prince.. Hmm... Love Love Love.. So hard and Sometimes unexplainable.. But anyway Prince.. I'll always be there if i could, always love you.. Well I'm not omnipresent right? You gotta work well for ur future, me too.. So work hard together ya.. I know we need more time as friends.. I always understand that.. = )

Well thats all for today..

**Even after all this time

The sun never says to the earth "you owe me".

Look what happens with a Love like that!

- It lights the whole Sky.**

-PeAcE

-Live Goes On-

House Style Baby!

Well everyday is also the usual thing happening,

But as for today,

I get to see my Prince!! Haha (sound so gay man)

Hmm.. Darn happy.. = )

Feels like all my worries is gone when Shes around..

Hmmm.. But I'm Damn Tired though!!

Well today is not that simple,

today get to learn more about House Style...

House is not a new type of dance, but instead House contain lots of history back then too.. House is a type of dance tat is espressable, with Feelings and also, as well as Funky!! House Style contain alot of Footwork, Jackings, Stomping and many more.. Its a easy but as well hard dance if you don't like or not be able to dance that well..

Well thats all I know about House though.. = ) Cheerz!!


**Do To Others As You Want Others To Do To You**

-PeAcE


-Life Goes On-

Fun + Tired + Sad = Futisad

Fun

Hmmm... Today was really nice being at class.. Got my Art Markers!! My Design are now better in view of Looks, Structure, Fashion touch and of course the whole Model.. But the whole day only drew 6 piece, but its all base on hardwork though.. When back home and did 15 more piece.. X P

Tired

Well, right after doin 15 piece your eyes won't feel so well especially when you just finish dance training!! Damn!! Dance Dance Dance Dance Dance..... Damn It just can't seem to stop!! Just love it!! = )

Sad

Sigh... I'm so Sorry my Dear Prince That I can't call you, my Digi line didn't have creait at all.. But I promise I'll call you the next time k? So so sorry.. Don't be angry and sad k? Remember to Smile!! = ) Miss ya..

Todays new phrase is;

Learn To Understand, As You Want To Be Understood!!

-PeAcE

-Life Goes On-

Tired + Headache = Super TirAche**

Sigh...

This morning woke up at 8.30.. Well, waking up at tat time is consider late compared to others but with 3 hours of sleep? Is Hell no enough man!!
My Beautiful Adorable but Sorrow Eyes was so heavy, can't aford to look down at all..
Whenever I look down, I go ZZZZzzz... Hmmm... But still have to go college..

Draw Design Draw Design draw design draw desi...... Wait.. Is not going to till lunch time... YAY, Luch time.. Haha..
Makan time man.. Todays feast was the legend Mr Chicken, KFC!!! Yum yum!!

Then after that I when for a short walk with my classmate Jeff.. When to some local designers shop to check out some cloths..

Look look..

Look look..

Ah Ha!!

Spot 1!!!

This one is Sweet man.. It cost RM !@#.*#.. opss.. I meant RM 132.00.. just a Shirt and a built in Vest but of course, with Fashion Touch... (When I Bought It Only You See LA!!) Haha..

Hmmm.. After College when to meet my Dearest close Fren Prince (Is a Adorable, and of course beautiful girl k? I'm not Gay!!) Prince pick me up to come and get some stuff.. Then we spend some time together.. Was really really happy.. Happiest Day.. Hope Prince is glad relax, calm, chilled too.. = )

Hmmm...

Wait thats not all..

Today sure gotto teach class le.. But didn't know that I can't do much.. so when i stretch.. OUCH!!!! My hamspring hurts... Okok.. No Air freeze, Chair freeze, power moves, just Top Rock will do... Hmm...
After teaching still need to train to be strong er so just did some Handstand pumping Hand walks and stuff.. Little but sweat alot.. haha..

Hmm.. Tired...

When home right after that.. took a nice chilled but warm bath.. so comfortable after that.. nice.. COZY!! Haha...

Right after that I switch on my com and EHH!!!

.......................................

OH ya.. I forgot I'm Typing these.. Haha..
Good Day...

I learn something today...

**Men Can Never Understand Women, Just Love Them!!** Cheerz!

-PeAcE


-Life Goes On-

Sigh..

Nose bleeding..

Hmm..

Funny thing...

I thought I was A numb Guy..

But didn't noe tat I wasn't numb anymore..

.... I Bleed!! haha.. sweet..

Its because of you i'm not numb anymore..
Ever since the day I know you, ever since the day you came in to my very life of mine..

I know have a Heart,
A Heart that could Care,
Could Care for you,
And only you I'll ever Love...

-PeAcE


-Life Goes On-

20th of July 2008

Today is a
Interesting,
Happy,
Heart Breaking,
and also Tiring day..

Haha..

Why Interesting day?

Well.. Interesting cause today I was at Sunway walking around with my Best and Closes Fren(Tats Why I'm Happy Too)..
Hmm.. Heard Mickey mouse music then when up to the highest floor the check out.. HAHA.. Guess wat I saw? Mickey Mouse? No la of course, but I saw 4 Cheerleader Dancing with a thick make up..
Is more like seeing 4 plastic girl dancing.. Funny but Wierd.. (Evil!!)

Why Happy?

Hmm.. Well, like I've said I when out with my best and close fren tat I love alot.. So was really happy.. Talk to her the Prince and hmm.. spend time together.. Haha, guess wat? I've learn a new word.. Killlll Yewww... ( Try it with a high and sharp pitch) Cute..

Why Heart Breaking?

Haha.. Well just painted the DJ Deck and is half way done at the studio.. but suddenly Bosses wife say boss draw until not really nice so decided Her and Me paint and redraw again.. Sweet!!!

Why Tiring?

Well.. Everyday I also tired one le.. So.. Is has no differents!! Still Have to train in order to improve!! Just love my job!!

Hmm...

Well.. Remember this..

Looks Fade, But Great Conversation Last Forever..

-PeAcE

-Life Goes On-

-I'm asking-

You are so beautiful..
When the first time I see you, i fell you’re might be my kind of girl.

But I don’t know when?
When im thinking about you, the closer I get to you.
Your voices, smile, laugh, has been tattoed in my mind.
I never felt this way before, I think “I fallin deep with you”.
I don’t wanna be the man, “who waiting in vain on a carnival” and I don’t wanna be the man on the side.

Heaven help me…
I got an untitled felling now!!!
Please..please..make me whole!!!

I’ll grow old with you, so please put your head on my shoulder.
Help to sway away my uncomfortabe thing..

Please say yes...

About this blog, on this topic, u might be having difficulty reading it.... i would like to appologize to this..
.
Why didn't i start this topic?
Why narroway not straightway?
haha...
Narroway, narroway...
The readers might think i spell it wrongly..
I noe, i noe, its narrow way... not narroway...

I got this title form this person's blog name samuel (thanks dude)...

Wat about 'his' narroway? the word NARROWay is his Band name.. haha..yup u heard tat right..
Just about this thing or word call 'LIFE'..... wat does it define?

In my big red OXFORD Dictionary say; STATE OF LIVING, the ability to breathe, grow, reproduce, etc. Which people, animal... animals?

Wat.. ohh.. haha.. wrong one, not this defination...

OMG'osh..look at all the defination, LIVING THINGS, PERIOD OF TIME, PUNISHMENT(WOW), EXPERINCE/ACTIVITIES, ENERGY/EXCITEMENT, IN ART, STORY OF LIFE and IN CHILDRENS GAMES....

Okok i passed it..

My defination of 'LIFE' is -STORY OF LIFE- ..... although is not stated here but i'll make my own defination...

Okok... the word 'LIFE' to me is like a biography...

like a GAME being played by so creature name HUMANS... but in this GAME, there are no restarts, cause we are not the GAME makers... THE BIG MAN (God) IS!!! Scary right it? maybe its not to u.. but to me.. haha i damn scary.. i'm also sometimes affaird to play this game.. come on man!! NO RESTARTS!!! You like it? i don't think so.. we are all not PERFECT, only God is...

I hav lots of, lots of frens... but their are all different.. some are holy, some are not.. some are frenly, some are not, some are like me, many are not!! i'm sometimes very very sad to see some of my close, good(or so called good), love, hates frens falling back...

Now its like the world has come to an end.. Ppl start turning from their parents, their love ones.. Ppl in the world has became worse, gangster, players, and many more.... Many of my beloved frens has became this way... gone worse and worse....

Don't worry? Everyone has problems. That's just a fact of 'LIFE'. Whether it's facing rejection at school, losing a spot on the team, finding out your parent has change their attitude towards u, or being stressed out from too much work at school, our troubles are simply a matter of degree. Some people carry a heavier load than others. Considering this reality, it's no wonder tat people are anxious about their circumstances. It is easy to be overwhelmed by our problems, so me, as a Christian is important to remember Jesus' words to his ppl. He had been telling them every single time of their life... Jesus even said "don't be trouble," Easy to say, but hard to put into practise until we understand the rest of God msg. First, He explain this world is not all there is. There is a heaven, not only can we get to heaven, but God will take us there cause He has a way, and the way is JESUS.. = )

Jesus never sugarcoated LIFE. He never minimized the trouble and trials tat we face, then or now. Although u can't feel, see or smell him.. but, although u, readers are not christians, this guy jesus is just a fren... he is a fren to u when u are down, sad, danger, in need of help, or watever.. We can't see him, but he has left a hope, the hope that is found in faith through our hearts, love and Christ.
Next time you feel crushed under the burden of your problems, remember Jesus, ur new frens' word and his promise: " I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am."

Tomz™

Lost

I looked at you,
I shed a tear,
Oh, how I wish you still were here.

Your sparkling smile,
Your loving face,
Your loss has left an empty space.

For now you are gone,
Gone till forever,
But someday, I know, we will be..

Together... Est

Good morning, Life--and all
Things glad and beautiful.
My pockets nothing hold,
But he that owns the gold,

The Sun, is my great friend--
His spending has no end.
Hail to the morning sky,
Which bright clouds measure high;

Hail to you birds whose throats
Would number leaves by notes;
Hail to you shady bowers,
And you green field of flowers.

Hail to you women fair,
That make a show so rare
In cloth as white as milk--
Be't calico or silk:

Good morning, Life--and all
Things glad and beautiful.

Tomz..

[Feeling unappreciated] I'm feeling unappreciated . You takin' me and for granted. I don't konw why are u doin this, you know what is between right and wrong, WHAT THE RIP is going on with you... Its not only you, but others too[ you know who yourself are], if u wanna be rude, then fine, suit yourself.. But don't come ever talk to me ever again... I don't know how much more, I can take from you . You don't do the things you used to do. And I've been feeling, Feeling unappreciated!!!!! I help ppl and won't expect a return, but is just too far...

I don't know why things has to be this way,
Is not like it happen today,

This is not a poem or a poetry,
But something to express myself lately,

Why must everyone has broken heart,
And why must I be the one suffering this all,

In this fine day,
But can't do as you may,

Life is a miracle,
But we still need an optical,

A broken heart,
is just like a broken soul,

But no 1 ever knows,
Why thing like this goes,

Just can't help to stop thinking,
Cause tat what is making me cracking,

But all I can say is this,
That you should never miss,

God is with us and victory is on ourside,
Don't worry about anything cause is all nonsense outside.

- LiFe -

You do not need to see your feet in order to walk,

You need only have faith that your feet are there.

The words you choose to tell the truth,

Are as important as the decision to be truthful.

So no matter the size of something now,

it began on something smaller...

( Just a short passage about Friends)

Friendship is a promise spoken by heart..

It's not given by pledge..

It's not written on papers..

It's a promise renewed everytime we keep in touch..

If you like a girl...

If you like a girl...
Leave her cute text messages.
Kiss her in front of your friends.
Trust her over everyone else.

Tell her she looks beautiful.
Look her in the eye when you talk to her.
Tell her stupid jokes to make her laugh.
Let her mess with your hair.

Mess with HER hair.
Just walk around with her.
Include her in most things you do.When she cries do whatever to make her smile.
Forgive her for her mistakes.

Look at her like she's the only girl you see.
Tickle her even if she says stop.
Hold her hand even when you are around your friends.
When she starts swearing at you tell her you love her.

Let her fall asleep in your arms.
Get her mad, then kiss her.
Tease her and let her tease you back.
Stay up with her all night when she's sick.

Watch her favorite movie.
KiSS HER FOREHEAD.
Give her the world.
WRiTE HER LETTERS.

Let her know she is important.
Let her take all the photos of you whenever she wants.
Kiss her in the rain.
If u really love her, take care of her well.

Don't play with her heart, or feelings.
Make her feel special, and dun ever be like me,
To hurt ppl's feelings or to play her heart,
Or God will seriously punish you.

Listen to me my friends,
If you love a girl,
Love her whole heartedly.
Remember,When you really fall in love with her, tell her.And when you do tell her.. Love her like you never loved before...

The Angel With the Rainbow Umbrella

Her soul called mine...
in a time caught in forever...
it was eternity defined...
our eyes locked in seemingly countless hours...
without words nor a whimper...
our hearts knew what to say...
doors opened then we understood...
love- the only thing existing between us...
in a next faster than a moment we held each other's hands...
erasing the past, rewriting the future...
with a mutual thought...
agreed in together...
but the gods became angry...
together is to exist in stolen time...
it was not to be hers, nor to be mine...
so the Angel with the rainbow umrella passed by...
my soul met her, then bade goodbye...